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I researched some universities today.

Major things I should do for applying:

- I need to get 7.0 overall score of IELTS (basically, minimum 6.5 each element)

- I need to write personal statement (maximum 500 words) for each university, they should include the reason why I’ve got the interest in Innovation or Art Management/Business, and also some current experience or work related to these sort of things.

- I need to write essays for each university (minimum 2,000 words)

- I need to make my portfolio

.. then there are my main problems:

- I don’t think that, I can’t get such a high score of IELTS in short term (Even if a university allowed my entrance, I wouldn’t enter the UK because I won’t get the visa with my present score at all.)

- I can’t write personal statement and essay very well

- I still have no idea what the portfolio is gonna look like

-No enough time

So, here are my wonders:

- Am I a right person who study at the university? I don’t have good enough or special reasons for proving that I’m not suitable for learning this subject. What is more, I can’t do well for my portfolio. These seem like this subject is not for me.

- Should I go to the UK with this horrible, rubbish English? I might be a lot more useful in Japan, not other countries.

- Am I too old? Basically people think changing life with like my age is a bit to adventure. I absolutely like an adventure but also can see why most people think so.

The more I research, the facts have been found out.

I’m feeling as if I’m inside of a vortex.

Anyway, marriage thing might happen to me further in the future.

I’m dreaming about someone romantically proposes me someday :)