calm and disquieting

So quiet day. Just to get back energy.

However, actually I have to be quick, should not take my time.

I completely understand all my status but, still I’m so calm and can’t control myself. I suppose that these are because I have too many things to do.I need a manager of mine..

What’s happening in my life in the future life? Who is gonna be my husband? Where am I going to live in?

I was thinking about these things aimlessly today.